The sky is all blue

 I'm weak, my eyes hurt

And my legs are all stiff 

I feel like I'm falling apart

I'm tired and my mind is broken...

I'm trying to think 

But, the more I think the more worse it gets

I feel like I'm falling apart 

and there's completely nothing I can do...

I'm broken in ways I know now 

I can never mend so easily 

When did I stop being young?

When did I start realising these chains 

On my wrists, ankles? 

Is this my life?


It's cruel, I cannot smile so free

Ephemeral joy only lasts meekly 

And again it starts 

This unending sadness and misery.


The sky is blue,

So is my life.

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