The Diary of Raynolds

 Slowly into this river we call life I'm drowning.

 I'm weak, my eyes hurt And my legs are all stiff  I feel like I'm falling apart I'm tired and my mind is broken... I'm trying to think  But, the more I think the more worse it gets I feel like I'm falling apart  and there's completely nothing I can do... I'm broken in ways I know now  I can never mend so easily  When did I stop being young? When did I start realising these chains  On my wrists, ankles?  Is this my life? It's cruel, I cannot smile so free Ephemeral joy only lasts meekly  And again it starts  This unending sadness and misery. The sky is blue, So is my life.

 I. With a voice so low Only my heart can hear  Her... With a smile so daring  My eyes and my soul Close in with minuscule fear... Her... Her vibrant soul, Her uniqueness  And her eyes her eyes... Like the sea at night,  Like the deepest secrets One can never hide  Imbued with hue dark brown Light as it silhouettes  She stares I glare... Frozen without intent Her, this woman that I love This woman beguiling and cunningly smart She takes me where... "The antelopes roam" To a place in her- where I can never be alone. The moon of love resides in her wonderous beauty Beaming and gleaming this heart of mine Greasing to a softness the sweetness of a smile This one I love so ever deeply This one did not take me as a storm... She was the storm, the thunder and the lighting...  This one I love, this one my heart will forever be hers... And my soul infinitely lost in dreams of touching her soul... Her lips and her face She did not just bring love, She came ...